No.

[ Suddenly - maybe a little surprisingly - there's a real ferocity in her voice. No hedging, no stammer - just steel. ]

No one will ever use me that way again. And I'd -

[ She stops herself before she finishes the thought - kill anyone who tried - but one can guess her meaning from her tone alone. She resumes a little softer. ]

All that I mean is that I do know what it can turn into. I do. As well as anyone. So I don't want you to think that I'm...a ninny. That I'm naive to what it is.